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Turn that shit up
'Till I can't hear myself think,
Turned 30 last year but,
But I've never felt so much discontent
And on the days I slip
My minds a mess,
But it's not just me when
There's so many of us all fucked in the head
A serotonin deficiency
Can get the best of me,
And on those bad days,
I don't ever know how I'll make it through the week,
And it seems so bleak
But I won't admit defeat,
I just seems impossible,
When you can't stand the thought of no more CBT
Maybe though there's still hope
And the ones that remind me are my heroes
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2. |
Full Circle
03:30
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Here's a song for all the folk
Who ever dream then ever choked,
So they wish they're someone else,
Or anyone besides themself.
So many times will people lie
To bring you down when you feel high,
And just for their own gain
Will make you suffer, and be in pain.
There's a million scary things out there
Enough to cause you despair
Now you're tearing out your hair,
You're hoping like it won't be forever
Don't fear they'll be someone there for you,
When you find them you'll know just what to do.
Hold on until then,
Right now, this doesn't have to be the end.
And it can sometimes feel you're all alone
So easy to become undone
Now you're staring into space
Looking for memories you're trying to retrace,
So many things that you can't say
And thoughts are left to decay,
But don't compromise yourself,
You'll get through this, it's all just a test,
And if you ever need to scream and shout
Well don't you ever be in doubt
It's ok to feel this way,
It won't always feel like it does today
Don't fear they'll be someone there for you,
When you find them you'll know just what to do.
Hold on until then,
Right now, this doesn't have to be the end.
You been up in cold sweats most of the night,
Just hold my hand, it'll, it'll be alright.
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3. |
FAB!
01:54
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Sleeping on the floor
In places we've been before.
Don't wanna leave,
Just wanna stay a little more,
But well see you soon I'm sure
Cos I can hardly wait for us to be
At yours to chill, its all we need,
Where we can sit and sip and then we'll drink a little more,
Been down this road before
So glad to see your face
When we got round to your place,
So we can sit and smoke then drink a little more,
I love this life when on this tour
Where these days and these sights
Seem so clear through blurry eyes.
Through time, well know, and we'll see,
That we''ll sleep and feel much better.
Been down this road before
Where we see you a little more,
We'll dip our toes in then we'll jump into the lake,
This life you know I can take
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4. |
No Sleep in NOLA
02:51
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You hate I'm here
Because you're nowhere near
And there's a million miles between,
But it won't stop me thinking about you,
And how I miss you a lot when you're not there
And when I'm home we'll stay in bed,
We'll get high and stay in instead so come over
You must be brave don't be scared,
Things are pretty rough now but you'll get there,
I don't except you to feel yourself
But just try and sleep now and get some rest.
And the only time
We can ever speak
Is when everyone's asleep,
And with each night I Iay awake,
With each lonely passing day,
Means that there's much less time to wait.
But I feel so bad for having fun
Knowing that you're having none, there.
You must be brave don't be scared,
Things are pretty rough now but you'll get there,
I don't except you to feel yourself
But just try and sleep now and get some rest.
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5. |
On the Way Out
02:39
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Been a long day, week, month, and a year
I cant believe that we're still here,
I know that's not what you probably wanna here,
But I'm not sorry to disappoint you
Because you know
I'm just a fuck up for everyone not just you,
And now you can see,
That's it the way that I'll probably always be
Now I fucked up for so long
How could I think that I'd be anything but wrong,
If I had another life or was anyone else,
I'd still find ways to be self deprecating
No, there's no hope,
And no point, if things can never change
Won't keep walking with my arms outstretched
Won't let the cliff face hit me on the way out
No, ill sit here and medicate,
And then I'll scream until I'm blue in the face
Take a moment to
Reset, so we can all scream again
Won't keep walking with my arms outstretched
Won't let the cliff face hit me on the way out
No, ill sit here and medicate,
And take a moment to think
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6. |
Instrulude
02:40
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7. |
The Original
03:02
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Struggling to write a song,
I can't believe now that's it been this long,
Doing all of the same things wrong,
And so I find myself ripping off everyone's songs, oh everyone's songs.
I'd rather steal another good idea
Then wait around for another year,
When what I'd play would be pretty near,
What I would play play anyway, if I could play the guitar well
Well you thought that I'd know better than this,
Well sometimes it just sounds so much better like..
I nod my head and tap my foot along,
My amp is on and the gain is up,
I look at Phil, could this be the one?
But now I realise that it sounds
Like what I was listening to last week,
I'm like a musical chameleon
I'm stealing this riff and taking that one,
I realise that nothing can be done,
No, so, I'll just keep on taking everyone's songs,
Everyone's songs
Well you thought that I'd know better than this
Well at times it just sounds so much better like
(Oooh)
Can't stop taking their songs
I can't stop stealing their songs
I can stop taking their songs
No I can't stop.
(Oooh)
Can't stop taking this no I can't stop stealing this and that one
Can't stop taking this no I can't stop stealing this and that one
No I can't stop taking this and no I can't stop stealing.
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I hope tonight I'll be getting lost
In these towns where I feel at home,
A new life everyday,
And if there's more then show me the way
I'm gonna make the most of it
And these days where I don't feel like shit
Pretty soon it'll all be over
Until the time that I return,
To places where no one knows my name,
But I get treated just the same as them,
Where I'm interesting not weird
And where people wanna talk to me
It's so easy when I'm far way
To start again each day,
Nothing left to lose but so much to do
I'm gonna take from this all I can
And from these people who I thought weren't like I am,
Perhaps it's a place to learn
And we'll hopefully one day return
It's so easy when I'm far way
To start again each day,
Nothing left to lose but so much to do,
In tomorrow's home that's new
I hope tonight I'll be getting lost
In these towns where I feel at home
Where I'm interesting not weird
And where people wanna talk to me
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9. |
My Guy
03:41
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It can be hard to keep your head up
When you can't even see straight,
But when I need, there's one thing to count on
You to be here right with me,
Too tired to be inspired until you changed that
And just the other day I thought about the times,
And nights we were two partners in crime
,
Sharing stories from our past
The best nights that had I just wish that they would always last,
Because when we were acting so crazy and free
without a care in the world,
I felt happy
I'll have to try my best
To get by until
It all makes perfect sense
With you around
It's always the same
Each time I see you,
You were always there for me,
To help me laugh and make me forget
About everything in the world,
And all my problems
So I'll just try my best
To get by until
It all makes perfect sense
With you around
All these memories won't be forgotten,
I owe so many good times to you,
And if there's one thing remember,
It's to return the favour and be there for you
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10. |
Deep Cuts
03:09
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I'll take some time to
Write things I find hard to say,
Explain things that might make me the way.
Like I've been since I'm young, cut of from the world, trying to over compensate,
Pretend everything is OK.
An 8 year old boy found his father dead
In that hospital bed, he lived in up until the end,
And never really spoke about it
Don't wanna just think of the past,
But I don't just want to suppress
The things that have made me become,
Self destructive when I'm anxious or scared,
I am a piece of shit when I'm angry or impaired
I keep running away and making the same mistakes
Growing up confused and insecure
Always doubting everyone, where did it go wrong?
Wish I could pin point the moment
Where I became afraid.
Not helped by the time in the back of a van
With a 30 year old man, we all know this band,
Despite the guilt he made you feel, and the pressure, you refused to perform illicit acts.
Escaped left thinking you'd done something wrong
Embarrassed and ashamed to tell almost anyone
What's been destroyed can always be rebuilt, but some things, will stay the same
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11. |
Feline Fine
02:52
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This world can get a little dumb
And sometimes make you wanna run,
And sometimes get a little bit overwhelmed.
I can't always be the positive me,
But with you in my company
I feel a little bit more inclined to try.
It's something that I've probably never said,
You help clear the fog from my head,
And I know without you I'd be dead.
Because you know, sometimes it's hard.
To see, see the best in me
We all need a little direction
When we're lacking inspiration,
But when you smile I feel great.
It's helps me realise it's all for something, and better then when I feel nothing,
Or see reflections that I hate.
Not perfect but I'm not the worst,
Some people only judge you first,
Well fuck them, I can only do my best
You know sometimes it's hard
To see, see the best in me,
Especially when we're all,
Yeah we're all, a little crazy
I, I love how this feels
When I, I know it is real.
Well I, I love how this feels
When I, I know it is real.
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